Tuesday, January 14, 2014

To Suriname and Back

  
As I mentioned before, I took a very short trip to Suriname for New Years.  We took a ferry across the Coretyne River and found ourselves in a completely different country.  The landscape looked pretty much the same, but language, supermarkets, cars, houses were pretty different.  When the boat reached Suriname, there was a mad sprint to get off the boat.  I had never seen Guyanese move with such speed!  All of a sudden I heard something that sounded like gunshots and saw uniformed officers up ahead.  I froze and tried to make sense of what was going on.  Then I heard cheering and realized the Surinamese border patrol lit off fireworks to celebrate New Year’s and to play a prank on the normal passengers who sprint to get a good spot in the customs line. 
Of course we thought we outsmarted everyone.  We took our time coming off the boat and went directly into the duty free shop to view some of the very inexpensive spirits for purchase.  We were amazed by small cups of wine and meandered around the selection for a while.  We probably entertained ourselves for a good 30 minutes and then decided to go through customs.  Much to our dismay, the line was still incredibly long!  It barely moved and it seemed like our plan completely backfired.  The only good thing is that we did have our mini solo wine cups, so we, being the very end of the line decided to have a seat and enjoy a glass of wine.  Only in Suriname would this be possible.  An hour and a half later, we were officially cleared to enter the country. 
We hopped on a bus and spent 4 hours viewing the scenery or catching a nap while the bus zoomed along towards the capital city, Paramaribo.  We were completely amazed when we reached.  The city was very organized, clean, and reflected its colonial past.  It seemed like we had teleported to one of the historic districts in Boston.  Our hotel was also super nice.  We were dressed for travel, with large packs and t-shirts, not like the swanky patrons of the hotel.  A few of us tried to blend in / disappear because we were cramming about 6 into our two person room, PC style.  We were excited to take a hot shower, check out the hotel casino, and ring in the New Year.  A few volunteers and I decided to forage for some food out in the city.  This is when danger struck.  Normally, I don’t carry much with me walking around in Guyana, or anywhere if I don’t have to.  Since we had just arrived, I had yet to empty my wallet of important items, such as my passport or camera.  We got some chicken and chips and I was on a busy, fairly well lit road a few steps from the entrance of our hotel. 
I feel like I was a bystander witnessing the whole thing, if only that were the case.  Some teenage boy yanked my purse off of my wrist and took off running. I was really angry but decided it was a lost cause.  My fellow volunteer on the other hand took off running, so I followed the pursuit.  When I caught up to him, he had a boy by the arm, but he was not the one with my things.  Luckily there was a police station nearby so I went in and filed a report.  I was more annoyed than anything else, but was determined not to let it get me down.  We joined everyone else back at the hotel and relayed the story to them.   My friends pointed out that I still had the box of chicken and chips I had purchased.  I hadn't even realize that I had been chasing bandits with one hand holding up my tube dress and the other clutching a bag of chicken and chips!  Clearly I have my priorities straight. 
We ended up ringing in the New Year on the roof top of our hotel watching the whole city erupt in colorful fireworks.  One display was right in front of us so the fireworks were bursting at our eye level.  It was really just mesmerizing.  After we went out and danced til 5am.  Overall, it was a fun night and a perfect way to ring in the New Year.  We slept until almost 2pm and then were craving food.  Unfortunately, being a holiday NOTHING was open!  This was also bad for me because I was looking into getting a replacement passport so I could go back to Guyana the next morning.  Somehow we found out McDonalds was the only food place opening at 4pm.  I haven’t been to a McDonalds since High School, but we were SO hungry, anything would do at that point.  It was like a scene out of a zombie horror film.  Hoards of hungry tourists were descending upon the only open food place in the city.  We happily ate our food and I was quickly reminded why I've stayed away from the place for so long, but at least we were full.
 When I got back to the hotel, I witnessed a New Year’s miracle.  An officer was there with ALL of my things!  Camera, passport, phone, everything!  I couldn’t believe it.  I had to go down to the station to make a statement that my stuff had returned but it was all there.  I could have hugged all the officers at the station.  We spent the rest of the night watching movies and drank wine in our comfy hotel room and then headed out the next morning for the bus and ferry back to Guyana.  It was a short trip, a very eventful one at that, but thankfully it all ended well.
I now have about a week until our Close of Service conference (COS), seven weeks left in Guyana, and 3 months until I return to the U.S.  I am going crazy figuring out everything for this move while still trying to enjoy and do work like normal.  It isn’t easy!  I also accidentally spent out most of my money in Suriname so have about $10 to live on for the next 10 days.  That is about $1 a day, which is about the world poverty level.  $1 a day can go pretty far here in Guyana, but only in terms of feeding one person.  Bills, rent, gas, traveling would never allow you to make it on that.  I think it is good that Peace Corps tries to get you as close to what it is really like to be an average host country national but it will never be the real thing.  I can live on $1 a day and say I’m doing an experiment, but that is all it is.  I can maybe “feel” what it is like to live on that level, it can be a “challenge” for me but the key word is experiment.  It is much different to know you have nothing, no one is coming to save you, and you can’t just go back somewhere and work or ask a friend of family member for an extra few dollars.    When you are living in poverty, these options have already been exhausted and you are where you are.  Sure you can try to understand, but you will never really know unless you are in that situation.  In Peace Corps, we might complain about things, how hard it is to get things done, whatever whatever, but at the end of the day, we are going back to a very different place.  Sure we have to deal with things for the two years we are here, but people that live here have to deal with these things their whole lives. 

Alright probably only a few more updates left from Guyana.   I’ll keep you posted!


-KB

Sunday, January 5, 2014

The Year of Transition

I’m a planner.  I might not look like it, I might be a hot mess sometimes, but somewhere at the heart of it all, there is a method to the madness.  In fact, I can be absolutely meticulous, as long as I have the time to sit down and focus on things for a while. Unfortunately, in Guyana and most of my life, having extensive time to sit down seems to evade me for the most part.  I like to be busy, to be out there.  If I wake up early, it means I can run or exercise a bit longer.  If my schedule is looking a little thin, I will ask for more to do or plan some sort of activity.  Even if I turn up, sweating, out of breath, with a whirlwind of bags, papers, or food, swirling in the midst, I don’t mind.  It’s pretty typical actually. 

I had gone home to recharge and I certainly needed it.  Especially because this last leg of my journey here is going to require a lot of me to get through to the end.  Two months, that is all.  All I have to finish my projects, to plan my backpacking trip, to finish my Master’s work, to complete forms to finish my service and to enroll in nursing school.  Not to mention grappling with good bye.  I am starting to feel like I am bi-polar.  Some moments I get so excited about my next set of plans and then the next moment I’m almost in tears thinking about all the things I am going to miss.  I want to stand still, just for a moment and find some way to figure out the meaning of this whole experience.  However, I am on slippery footing, likely to wash away at any moment as the tides turn.  My calendar said two years just a minute ago but it seems the words fell off the page and now reads: “months.” 

But alas, I am a planner and somehow things seem to be going on as planned.  In fact, I think I have every week pretty much planned out until the end of next year.  It seems amazing, to know what I will be doing and I have some pretty great adventures planned for next year.  It’s also completely opposite as to how I’ve been living the past two years.  I’ve enjoyed the spontaneity of things here, how every week is different.  The other week I was mashed up in a hammock for 6 hours on an overnight boat ride to help with a camp in a remote village.  I met adorable, curious children, played sports with them, bathed in black water to wash off the day’s work, bonded with the other volunteers at night, entertaining ourselves with the lack of current.  It hasn’t all been like that, but there is always the possibility, which definitely keeps you going.  



I went on speedboats, buses, and cars to go celebrate Christmas with other volunteers and then with my host family after that.  I always feel at home with my host family and it is so nice to stay by them.  We just relax, my host mom is an AMAZING cook, so I end up eating a lot of good food, and we gaff.  




I also visited Suriname for New Years with some other volunteers, which was another great adventure.  I got to know the police there quite well, restored my faith in humanity, and was reminded that even if you have it all planned out, there is always the unexpected.  But that is a story for another day.





2012 was certainly the year of new adventures and change.  2013 I already knew would be the year to set up plans for the future and 2014 seems to be shaping up to a busy year of transition.  I will be leaving Guyana, traveling around South America and parts of the U.S., doing pre-req classes, finding a summer job, then moving to Baltimore and starting a rigorous nursing program at Johns Hopkins.  Who knew moving back home after two years would be so complex!   I am extremely excited for every bit of it and also think I might be a bit mad for piling on so many things.  I know nursing will allow me to do so much in the future, traveling is one of my favorite things, and seeing friends and family again will be nice.  The plan is in place and I am sure I will show up to things as my typical whirlwind self.  The only thing that does scare me is that everything seems so planned compared to this spontaneous life I’ve been living.  I’m worried that when I finally have a moment to realize what has happened, I will find myself in the middle of a road, cars swerving around me, zooming towards where ever it is they are going.  It is a road that I used to look at from a far, with inner conflict as to whether I should be on it too.  Ultimately, I won’t know how I’ll feel about it until I get there.  I have planned a whole set of things before and have somehow made an adventure out of everything, so I think I will be okay.

I hope everyone has had a VERY Happy New Year!  Well wishes for 2014 and I will be seeing you all on a more regular basis in just a short amount of time!
Lots of Love from Guyana,
-KB


P.S. If you are looking to travel in South America, especially the week of March 20-April 5, let me know! :-D